"You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground,
I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds."
I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds."
Hi, My name is Chua Hui Hui ♥
I love my Sister very, very much. I like planting kisses on her forehead then watch her smile back at me. The sweetest smile, ever :-)
Monday, July 27, 2009
Some feelings, they never fade.
You're someone so special, words aren't enough to tell.
You were always there for me whenever I fell.
Can't believe the fact that we're now torn apart,
Don't you know that you've stolen my heart?
As I walk past the places we used to go hand in hand,
I got reminded that everything did not progress as I had planned.
We promised each other forever and I meant every word I said,
But now it all seemed like nothing but a thick facade.
It's funny how people's questions for me still have you in.
And I'd hate to tell them "oh it's over, between me and him".
Things changed so much after you're no longer by my side.
Who will be there for me when I feel tired and lonely at night?
I have no one else to depend on now that I'm without you,
How could I let you go, why was I such a fool?
Truth is I still think about you before I close my eyes to go to sleep.
Always hoping that maybe the next morning you'll be the first person I wake up to see.
You were the first boy who surprised me with my favourite donuts, the best breakfast in bed,
And I loved how we could spend the afternoon getting excited about our next date.
I read through the reassurances you always told me at the end of the day.
They tugged at my heartstrings it's like memory replay.
Every time we kiss you make me fall in love all over again,
And I miss the sweet embrace that kept me warm in the rain.
Now that we're distant and I keep waiting in vain.
Come back now baby please stop this pain.
Sometimes I can't help it but to look your way.
And I want you back so bad but I'm so scared to say.
Is it possible now to be replaying the scenes with renewed feelings?
You'll always have a place in my heart, I love you still, darling.
These hopeless thoughts are like putting a gun to my head.
I know I can't take you back now that it's just too little too late.
We used to live and love like our own little fairytale; you, my prince and me,
Except with no perfect ending but forever in love with you, I promise I will be.
Just so you know, baby I'm still holding on to the slightest hope.
You were always there for me whenever I fell.
Can't believe the fact that we're now torn apart,
Don't you know that you've stolen my heart?
As I walk past the places we used to go hand in hand,
I got reminded that everything did not progress as I had planned.
We promised each other forever and I meant every word I said,
But now it all seemed like nothing but a thick facade.
It's funny how people's questions for me still have you in.
And I'd hate to tell them "oh it's over, between me and him".
Things changed so much after you're no longer by my side.
Who will be there for me when I feel tired and lonely at night?
I have no one else to depend on now that I'm without you,
How could I let you go, why was I such a fool?
Truth is I still think about you before I close my eyes to go to sleep.
Always hoping that maybe the next morning you'll be the first person I wake up to see.
You were the first boy who surprised me with my favourite donuts, the best breakfast in bed,
And I loved how we could spend the afternoon getting excited about our next date.
I read through the reassurances you always told me at the end of the day.
They tugged at my heartstrings it's like memory replay.
Every time we kiss you make me fall in love all over again,
And I miss the sweet embrace that kept me warm in the rain.
Now that we're distant and I keep waiting in vain.
Come back now baby please stop this pain.
Sometimes I can't help it but to look your way.
And I want you back so bad but I'm so scared to say.
Is it possible now to be replaying the scenes with renewed feelings?
You'll always have a place in my heart, I love you still, darling.
These hopeless thoughts are like putting a gun to my head.
I know I can't take you back now that it's just too little too late.
We used to live and love like our own little fairytale; you, my prince and me,
Except with no perfect ending but forever in love with you, I promise I will be.
Just so you know, baby I'm still holding on to the slightest hope.
I lost myself in Us.
They asked me Why.
I told them.., Because you're worth this painful long wait.
I told them.., Because you're worth this painful long wait.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
The Past Catches Up.
Hahaha omg why is my blogger update layout perfectly normal while everyone else are having problem with it?!! I am sucha lucky one mwahahaha Honestly, life's been a bore everything feels like a freaking routine. Don't have anything to blog about except for the fact that I've been stuffing my face with lots of my favourite sushi but at the same time watching my diet Aha yessss I loss some weight!!!!!!!!!!!!! Geez. Sushi also means lots of soft shell crab, crabstick, prawns and baby octs..., which I can't have enough hm can't resist 'em so my 3-weeks-old navel piercing is kinda inflamed right now. How!?
My classmates brought me to see Kobe Bryant and boy was it exciting! He's.. huge. & humorous really. Too bad I don't have any pictures of him :/
B.t.w, last night I chopped off my fingernails and now they're really short and neat I feel pretty different hm can't be vain anymore. And ytd had my pedicure done because I realised I'm obsessed with really clean toenails (so that I can suck on them..... not) hehehe. My bangs are growing fast they're almost covering half of my eyes and I'm not done contemplating whether to trim it or to let it grow into a long side bangs ugh.
Hm How do you love my Lady Gaga inspired bow hair!!!!!!
I'm off....., to finally get started on my GEMS!!!! >=(
My classmates brought me to see Kobe Bryant and boy was it exciting! He's.. huge. & humorous really. Too bad I don't have any pictures of him :/
B.t.w, last night I chopped off my fingernails and now they're really short and neat I feel pretty different hm can't be vain anymore. And ytd had my pedicure done because I realised I'm obsessed with really clean toenails (so that I can suck on them..... not) hehehe. My bangs are growing fast they're almost covering half of my eyes and I'm not done contemplating whether to trim it or to let it grow into a long side bangs ugh.
Hm How do you love my Lady Gaga inspired bow hair!!!!!!
I'm off....., to finally get started on my GEMS!!!! >=(
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Total Eclipse of a Heart.
Still holding on to that little speck of hope.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
And heavy hangs my head while I'm unhearted.
Wow I know right it's been a long time... Here's the update, finally :>
I've been feeling feverish with throbbing headache every now and then. Think I could really use more sleep. Hm MSTs aren't too bad I think (but why am I worrying, still...)? Have always been trying to do my best but there's only this much I can do and it's always not enough, never satisfactory... Something's gotta change, I know. So many more tests in the coming weeks, plus the tedious Gems assignment, and what?!!!! Semestral Exams in 5 weeks!!!?!!!?!!!??!!!? I.. am freaking out already...
Wong's Grandma's wake last Friday saw us all sad and teary-eyed. Seeing all the broken-hearted left me feeling pretty helpless that day. Death and departure of a loved one is a scary thing, really. We should all cherish everyone around us and thank God for everything/everyone you feel thankful for. I was looking at the very touching and sweet Mothers' Day Tribute Video 2009 and I swear, every minute from today I'm keeping all my loved ones close to my heart!!! Hm You should do the same too...... Go give someone hug-worthy a hug!!! :D
Post MST have been treating me well, at least. I've been going out a lot, got myself a lousy tan (which is peeling ugly now!) and caught Ice Age 3, Transformers and Harry Potter already! Don't want July to end because August will be some hectic shit, really. But then again, I can't wait for the holidays I can't wait for August to end.. Zz.
This could be my only outlet for my rantings :> (no wait, twitter is my outlet 24/7 follow me!!!)
The pretty rings in the previous posts! I don't even have time to spare for them, they gotta wait.
Haven't met the girls to party since many weeks ago and I feel deprived........
Stupid navel looks like there's some sort of inflammation. Must be the seafood.. and Sentosa?
Can't do my abs exercises yet ugh stupid tummy.... I look at it and I feel like shit.
Bad hair days are horrible they annoy the crap out of me......!
I like the short bangs now but I miss my long side bangs.. Trim it or keep it?! Dilemma.
I haven't been shopping for myself I need more money!!!
And I need to spend lesser on food wth I know right so much for going on a diet Ha ha.
The girls in The City are all so pretty and skinny they're my motivation really.
Haven't got my iPhone and Kewei+Michelle have already got their iPhone 3GS!!!?
Or should I get Samsung Jet with 5mp camera...?! Omg dilemma again.
I know right I piss myself off over the slightest issue of dilemma.
W.O.W that was a long list, I am an angsty kid. Bye for now!
I've been feeling feverish with throbbing headache every now and then. Think I could really use more sleep. Hm MSTs aren't too bad I think (but why am I worrying, still...)? Have always been trying to do my best but there's only this much I can do and it's always not enough, never satisfactory... Something's gotta change, I know. So many more tests in the coming weeks, plus the tedious Gems assignment, and what?!!!! Semestral Exams in 5 weeks!!!?!!!?!!!??!!!? I.. am freaking out already...
Wong's Grandma's wake last Friday saw us all sad and teary-eyed. Seeing all the broken-hearted left me feeling pretty helpless that day. Death and departure of a loved one is a scary thing, really. We should all cherish everyone around us and thank God for everything/everyone you feel thankful for. I was looking at the very touching and sweet Mothers' Day Tribute Video 2009 and I swear, every minute from today I'm keeping all my loved ones close to my heart!!! Hm You should do the same too...... Go give someone hug-worthy a hug!!! :D
Post MST have been treating me well, at least. I've been going out a lot, got myself a lousy tan (which is peeling ugly now!) and caught Ice Age 3, Transformers and Harry Potter already! Don't want July to end because August will be some hectic shit, really. But then again, I can't wait for the holidays I can't wait for August to end.. Zz.
This could be my only outlet for my rantings :> (no wait, twitter is my outlet 24/7 follow me!!!)
The pretty rings in the previous posts! I don't even have time to spare for them, they gotta wait.
Haven't met the girls to party since many weeks ago and I feel deprived........
Stupid navel looks like there's some sort of inflammation. Must be the seafood.. and Sentosa?
Can't do my abs exercises yet ugh stupid tummy.... I look at it and I feel like shit.
Bad hair days are horrible they annoy the crap out of me......!
I like the short bangs now but I miss my long side bangs.. Trim it or keep it?! Dilemma.
I haven't been shopping for myself I need more money!!!
And I need to spend lesser on food wth I know right so much for going on a diet Ha ha.
The girls in The City are all so pretty and skinny they're my motivation really.
Haven't got my iPhone and Kewei+Michelle have already got their iPhone 3GS!!!?
Or should I get Samsung Jet with 5mp camera...?! Omg dilemma again.
I know right I piss myself off over the slightest issue of dilemma.
W.O.W that was a long list, I am an angsty kid. Bye for now!
Monday, July 6, 2009
Tu amour, I will always be.
Will be selling a lot more of these pretty rings, they're all hand-made by a friend (Michelle, she's an awesome designer!!!) and myself (though nothing like a designer, I am a die hard fan of accessories trust me). They will be made exclusively here for you girls at very reasonable prices so it's something worth looking forward to in this space alrighty!!!? Your support will be very much appreciated ^x^
Dear mighty mighty God
Plz God work your magic help me make them feel better, help guide them through this painful loss, help me give them all the strength and support they need because I feel pretty damn helpless and they really need your love to pull through and be happy like they should. Also God, Bless Grandma's soul in Heaven with you, let her find peace and all the joy with the Angels above I know it's a good place Grandma will be fine up there. In your mighty name, Lord Father I pray. Amen.
Are you happy? Really? Because honestly, I. Am. Not.
Are you happy? Really? Because honestly, I. Am. Not.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
But we are the lovers.
I have so much to blog about I don't even have time to complete my super long 18th birthday review or start my first ever, virgin time at selling pretty stuff online!!! Yup I have very pretty accessories with me waiting to be sold online! Watch this space okie?? ^x^
Anyhoo the past week was super hectic with MSTs then I fell sick right smack in the middle of the week. Stomach flu helped me lose ~4kgs already and apparently my stomach hasn't restored to its normal state, yet. Still rejecting food after 5 days now, I don't even have an appetite for all my favourite food! I'll never resist Chippy's Fried Mars Bars or Sakae sushi but it was so different ytd ): Helped save a lot money but I spent so much within an afternoon wow. Then I was outside FEP catching up with Damien this random guy came forward and shoved SGD50 in my face telling me it's for me cuz he wanna help in the recession?! Obviously I was too stunned to even believe what was happening so I kindly rejected and he gave it to another woman who readily accepted it from him!?
Our long awaited post-MST promised night out was so good!!!!! Pretty much high+happy on alcohol and v imptly, I luved the company! Oh, I know right I've been having fun and at the same time procrastinating a lot lately there's Gems Ass-ignment (pardon the too obvious pun!!) due this coming thursday which I haven't even got started on =O I am dead, am dead and gone away today. Ciaoz.
Anyhoo the past week was super hectic with MSTs then I fell sick right smack in the middle of the week. Stomach flu helped me lose ~4kgs already and apparently my stomach hasn't restored to its normal state, yet. Still rejecting food after 5 days now, I don't even have an appetite for all my favourite food! I'll never resist Chippy's Fried Mars Bars or Sakae sushi but it was so different ytd ): Helped save a lot money but I spent so much within an afternoon wow. Then I was outside FEP catching up with Damien this random guy came forward and shoved SGD50 in my face telling me it's for me cuz he wanna help in the recession?! Obviously I was too stunned to even believe what was happening so I kindly rejected and he gave it to another woman who readily accepted it from him!?
Our long awaited post-MST promised night out was so good!!!!! Pretty much high+happy on alcohol and v imptly, I luved the company! Oh, I know right I've been having fun and at the same time procrastinating a lot lately there's Gems Ass-ignment (pardon the too obvious pun!!) due this coming thursday which I haven't even got started on =O I am dead, am dead and gone away today. Ciaoz.