"You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground,
I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds."
I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds."
Hi, My name is Chua Hui Hui ♥
I love my Sister very, very much. I like planting kisses on her forehead then watch her smile back at me. The sweetest smile, ever :-)
Monday, June 29, 2009
Sucks 2 be me.
And I'm still waiting for you to say you hate me now, so I don't have to hold on to this burning heart, this burning heart is getting old.
And while I'm sitting on this cold kitchen floor, head down to hide the tears I realised.., I finally realised that you were never...
You were never meant for me.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
hum hallelujah!
I am very happy right now because of the fact that I am finally talking to my............
Hehehe C'mon I bet you know what that is. I am so talented really, I am an artist! &You wouldn't guess who! I got too many Ahaaaaaa.
My pupil is dilated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hehehe C'mon I bet you know what that is. I am so talented really, I am an artist! &You wouldn't guess who! I got too many Ahaaaaaa.
My pupil is dilated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Be mine be mine be mine!!!
Spent about 20 minutes on that crap. Could've done smth more constructive like memorising my pharmacology terms =.=
BUT. THIS IS MY WAY TO DESTRESS. DEAL WITH IT ^o^
ps. omg i am so pale i need a tan! trust me i know that. (and probably a nose job? i have the ugliest nose you've ever seen!)
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Snapped.
Fuck off.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Didn't think you'd feel so far away...,
I love you but I can never be with you. Can anyone tell me now just how I should feel? &If I should talk to you right now, what would you say?
Monday, June 22, 2009
i'll pluck dandelions and i'll give them to you.
When will I be finally saying Gd'bye for the last time..? I typed down a chunk of heartfelt but contents saved for private views though somehow I really wished you knew. But I thought maybe it's better if you didn't. Hm I was thinking.. Maybe one day I will look back and laugh wow I was a major stupid loser in school with such lousy results while the rest of the class aced. But will end up comforted at the end of the day, smile and say "So much for all the fun I had when I was 17!!!" Undeniably, the past seventeen years have been awesome. 18 will be a better year with so much more to look forward to. After all, life is about moving forward, no?
On the brightest(!!) note, I luved my birthday with my family (i felt plenty of love in the house) and totally luved the surprise with dopt03 dearests.
Cheerios.
ps. lotsa pictures plus 18th birthday reviews to share in the next posts yipee!!!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Dancing on cloud nine.
My thursday night was a lot of fun with my girlfriends and the few guys (thx for being there cuz we'll prolly die if we girls were on our own). Ladies night=club hopping=free flow which also means getting high on alcohol and more fun. Also... my last time (finally!!) walking pass the bouncer with a fake ID!!!!!!!!!! Oh and surprise surprise, Daddy sent me to Clarke Quay to party the night away is he cool or what ^o^
At Gotham Penthouse without the boys!!!!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
At Gotham Penthouse without the boys!!!!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Friday, June 19, 2009
Friends are for ever.
All these I say and mean every single word, from the bottom of my happy heart!!!!! Hm gotta share my happiness :>
The friends I've made in DOPT03, they are heaven-sent, they are a bunch of wacky angels.......... Really!! Despite being so caught up with MST revision, they've put aside some precious amount of time just for my Eighteenth birthday can you actually believe it?? I mean what am I compared to all the important tests, Right?!! Plus....., it's more than an afternoon of their holidays they could be home catching up with their sleep (they looked so tired I felt bad hm) but they were all there today :-') You people showed so much love I am really, really touched. I am suuuuper thankful for all the heartfelt wishes jotted down on pretty pieces of colourful papers, for the fun from all the embarrassing and silly tasks/"dares" you planned, for the time+effort really they mean a lot to me. The huge sunflower and surprise cheesecake (totally caught me off guard you guys! the cake was so sweet it's damn yummy i luved it) made my day as much as you guys did (of course, you're already the epic of awesome) and boy am I a happy girl today! Secretly, I love how you people tease me with "ah lian", "siao peh", "hui sui" and all sorts, makes us feel so much closer tgt Okie I am blessed, period. Will send my love back to all of you by tonight because you're all worth it xo!!!!
The friends I've made in DOPT03, they are heaven-sent, they are a bunch of wacky angels.......... Really!! Despite being so caught up with MST revision, they've put aside some precious amount of time just for my Eighteenth birthday can you actually believe it?? I mean what am I compared to all the important tests, Right?!! Plus....., it's more than an afternoon of their holidays they could be home catching up with their sleep (they looked so tired I felt bad hm) but they were all there today :-') You people showed so much love I am really, really touched. I am suuuuper thankful for all the heartfelt wishes jotted down on pretty pieces of colourful papers, for the fun from all the embarrassing and silly tasks/"dares" you planned, for the time+effort really they mean a lot to me. The huge sunflower and surprise cheesecake (totally caught me off guard you guys! the cake was so sweet it's damn yummy i luved it) made my day as much as you guys did (of course, you're already the epic of awesome) and boy am I a happy girl today! Secretly, I love how you people tease me with "ah lian", "siao peh", "hui sui" and all sorts, makes us feel so much closer tgt Okie I am blessed, period. Will send my love back to all of you by tonight because you're all worth it xo!!!!
Monday, June 15, 2009
why don't we hit restart and pause it at our favourite parts?
"... You get to the point where you don't want to wear the pants. I just want to wear a really nice dress." - Katy Perry
I received 2 mysterious calls from an "unknown" number. There was no one at the other end of the line.
After a few minutes, my house phone rang.
"Please wait while we connect your call" the auto message said for the first time, ever (how strange!).
I waited until suddenly, the line got cut off, and I felt super pissed.
"Must be some cranky prank caller or screwed up singtel system again right!" I complained to Mommy.
Then my cellphone rang for the 3rd time, with a really really odd + long chain of number shown on my caller ID.
"Ahhh," I grew excited.
"Must be one of my friends overseas. Or maybe Wong calling from HK/Macau??!"
.
.
.
"Hello!!!" I shrieked.
"Hello...." A familiar deep voice reverberated.
My heart quickened.
"Hello??" I repeated, in disbelief.
"Hello! Quick, I've only got 5 minutes!!" he whispered.
The reception was really bad and I was panicking.
"Wlao, Was that you who prank called me?!" I was still too pissed with the prank calls.
"Can you not be so guailan? I'm calling you from some seas in China!"
"Okay........."
Then there was this awkward silence.
"Where are you? What are you doing?" He spoke faster.
"I, am... H-home? Do..ing nuttin? You?" I didn't exactly know what to say, Stunned beyond words.
"Oh okay." he replied.
Awkward silence, again.
"Eeeehh!" He shouted.
"What la! You call me for what? Waste money." I was getting impatient, as usual.
"I miss you"
"Tsk, Don't rubbish."
These 2 lines are super classic -.-
"Okok I miss you ok you take care."
"O..,k..ay. Bye.." I was choking on my words already! There was so much I wanted to tell him about but I couldn't.
"Bye.."
Plz take care wherever you are, whatever you're doing I'll be praying for your safety!! And I'll still be waiting for you to come back with all your stories to tell, waiting for you to be there for me to vent all my petty anger on! You're probably the only friend whom I can scream at and reveal the most guailan side of me :') You're my best friend forever and always will be.
Die, withdrawal symptoms tonight....... Die, die. Yawn gd'night darlings ♥
I received 2 mysterious calls from an "unknown" number. There was no one at the other end of the line.
After a few minutes, my house phone rang.
"Please wait while we connect your call" the auto message said for the first time, ever (how strange!).
I waited until suddenly, the line got cut off, and I felt super pissed.
"Must be some cranky prank caller or screwed up singtel system again right!" I complained to Mommy.
Then my cellphone rang for the 3rd time, with a really really odd + long chain of number shown on my caller ID.
"Ahhh," I grew excited.
"Must be one of my friends overseas. Or maybe Wong calling from HK/Macau??!"
.
.
.
"Hello!!!" I shrieked.
"Hello...." A familiar deep voice reverberated.
My heart quickened.
"Hello??" I repeated, in disbelief.
"Hello! Quick, I've only got 5 minutes!!" he whispered.
The reception was really bad and I was panicking.
"Wlao, Was that you who prank called me?!" I was still too pissed with the prank calls.
"Can you not be so guailan? I'm calling you from some seas in China!"
"Okay........."
Then there was this awkward silence.
"Where are you? What are you doing?" He spoke faster.
"I, am... H-home? Do..ing nuttin? You?" I didn't exactly know what to say, Stunned beyond words.
"Oh okay." he replied.
Awkward silence, again.
"Eeeehh!" He shouted.
"What la! You call me for what? Waste money." I was getting impatient, as usual.
"I miss you"
"Tsk, Don't rubbish."
These 2 lines are super classic -.-
"Okok I miss you ok you take care."
"O..,k..ay. Bye.." I was choking on my words already! There was so much I wanted to tell him about but I couldn't.
"Bye.."
Plz take care wherever you are, whatever you're doing I'll be praying for your safety!! And I'll still be waiting for you to come back with all your stories to tell, waiting for you to be there for me to vent all my petty anger on! You're probably the only friend whom I can scream at and reveal the most guailan side of me :') You're my best friend forever and always will be.
Die, withdrawal symptoms tonight....... Die, die. Yawn gd'night darlings ♥
Saturday, June 13, 2009
close2u
Thursday sucked I felt like a weak piece of crap popping panadols and had tasteless fish porridge but I slept through the day and it was the right remedy hehehe. I remember the night before..., I was finishing up the last season of The Hills until 3AM............ Hm.
Anyhoo yesterday's retail therapy was super good I spent >$100 Gee I can't believe it but it really made me happy apart from all the stress (MSTs in 2 weeks?!!!!) I managed to forget about school for at least a day hm. I know I used to complain about having so many guy-cousins because they won't spend time with me but now that they all have girlfriends, it also means that I have more shopping mates hehe. Awesome company for lunch, manicure, shopping, dinner and etc etc Yesterday time flewww ♥ hearts to them! Ruijing and Ting should join us next time +++ Wong, wished you were here!!! But I know you're doing more shopping in HK jealous much!!
No Wong no church no outings no camera no pictures no read-worthy posts.
Ps. Will everyone of you get a twitter acct?? The more the merrier! Follow me kkk :>
Anyhoo yesterday's retail therapy was super good I spent >$100 Gee I can't believe it but it really made me happy apart from all the stress (MSTs in 2 weeks?!!!!) I managed to forget about school for at least a day hm. I know I used to complain about having so many guy-cousins because they won't spend time with me but now that they all have girlfriends, it also means that I have more shopping mates hehe. Awesome company for lunch, manicure, shopping, dinner and etc etc Yesterday time flewww ♥ hearts to them! Ruijing and Ting should join us next time +++ Wong, wished you were here!!! But I know you're doing more shopping in HK jealous much!!
No Wong no church no outings no camera no pictures no read-worthy posts.
Ps. Will everyone of you get a twitter acct?? The more the merrier! Follow me kkk :>
Monday, June 8, 2009
It was you and me against the world.
Don't hang up, can we talk? So confused, it's like I'm lost.
What went wrong? What made you go? Don't pretend you don't know.
This is me I'm unchangeable.
When did we fall apart? Or did you lie from the start?
When you said it's only you, I was blind, such a fool,
thinking we were unbreakable.
It was you and me against the world,
& You promised me forever more.
Was it something that I said, Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know what made me Unbeautiful.
I've been told what's done is done, to let it go, & carry on.
& Deep inside I know that's true, I'm stuck in time, stuck on you.
We were still untouchable.
What went wrong? What made you go? Don't pretend you don't know.
This is me I'm unchangeable.
When did we fall apart? Or did you lie from the start?
When you said it's only you, I was blind, such a fool,
thinking we were unbreakable.
It was you and me against the world,
& You promised me forever more.
Was it something that I said, Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know what made me Unbeautiful.
I've been told what's done is done, to let it go, & carry on.
& Deep inside I know that's true, I'm stuck in time, stuck on you.
We were still untouchable.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
The day you went away.
I hate it when you apologise again and again. What is the point when the damage has been done, and why hang on when it's time to give up? Why so Tragic? Now that you're gone far far away, how should I be feeling? Why am I running away? Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily?
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Keep your hand in my hand, your heart on your sleeve.
The past 7 weeks of school definitely have been hectic. to. the. core. Everything's so fast paced it's really scary. and sad. But at least I know my friends are with me and we're all working hard tgt it's nice to see everyone helping one another ((: Aw hehehe. Can't wait for MSTs to be over, we girls will be looking forward to the one stressless night with drinks in our hands........... AND BY THEN I WILL BE 18 I WILL BE LEGAL I WILL BE DRINKING LEGALLY HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Anyhoo yesterday was the last day of term 1 and like I said term 1 was super busy I haven't meet up with the Beatty people for the longest time, everrrrrr. I was worrying if we might be drifting apart it'd be so sad! Hm So nice to finally gather for a simple dinner + a lot of catching up. I was surprised at the sight of Ricky I didn't expect him to be there at all..... Night ended at Ricky's crib it was totally fun but I woke up feeling sick in my tummy yawn. Really amazing how my body rejected food for the whole morning......zz not good feeling. Well at least I was happy. That's most important, no?!?!! Luv them to bitxxx :>
Pictures are all in Janice's blog b.t.w so here you go: http://x-unwritten-x.blogspot.com/ just a click away to see our happy faces!
Disclaimer: This ain't no publicity stunt. Srsly.
Okie so with all those fun I've officially screwed up my biological clock already and it's only like the 1st day of our break I know right even I can't believe it. The thought of going back to school during holidays just for extra practicals make me sick ew............ )): Stupid gems stupid assignment. Stupid school stupid MSTs stupid pract tests stupid me 4 more weeks and we're done!!!!!!!!!
Anyhoo yesterday was the last day of term 1 and like I said term 1 was super busy I haven't meet up with the Beatty people for the longest time, everrrrrr. I was worrying if we might be drifting apart it'd be so sad! Hm So nice to finally gather for a simple dinner + a lot of catching up. I was surprised at the sight of Ricky I didn't expect him to be there at all..... Night ended at Ricky's crib it was totally fun but I woke up feeling sick in my tummy yawn. Really amazing how my body rejected food for the whole morning......zz not good feeling. Well at least I was happy. That's most important, no?!?!! Luv them to bitxxx :>
Pictures are all in Janice's blog b.t.w so here you go: http://x-unwritten-x.blogspot.com/ just a click away to see our happy faces!
Disclaimer: This ain't no publicity stunt. Srsly.
Okie so with all those fun I've officially screwed up my biological clock already and it's only like the 1st day of our break I know right even I can't believe it. The thought of going back to school during holidays just for extra practicals make me sick ew............ )): Stupid gems stupid assignment. Stupid school stupid MSTs stupid pract tests stupid me 4 more weeks and we're done!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
losing half a year, waiting for you here, i'd be your anything.
You're still the guy I'm telling my friends about, yet I'm not the girl you've been talking about along with all your smiles. I really wished I was. -FML ):
Monday, June 1, 2009
Keeping Faith.
Before I get too consumed w all the rubbish that has to be done for school.....,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICKY!!!!!!!!!
I DIDN'T FORGET :D
uh, almost did. but oh well. blame school. & yourself, for not being in SG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICKY!!!!!!!!!
I DIDN'T FORGET :D
uh, almost did. but oh well. blame school. & yourself, for not being in SG!
The warm embrace that no one knows.
Week 7 here I go. Just 1 more week Hm Can't wait for the 3 weeks break. Really, really need it. Family, Girlfriends, Night outs, Parties, and maybe a mini sleep over for us to do some catching up? Sounds awesome already. Not forgetting, the MSTs after the break. I know right, Such a bummer..........omgZz.
Ps. Thx a lot for helping me screw up sucha beautiful Monday morning :-) Karma bites, my dear.
Ps. Thx a lot for helping me screw up sucha beautiful Monday morning :-) Karma bites, my dear.